Nov 13, 2007

when it slowly comes to an end..

finally finish my exams! nightmare all ova (emm actually it havent begins haha)... making through my last effort yesterday, cram cram cram... drank a 600ml ice coffee till stomach hurtz, went "jamban" for more thousands times, thought i woud die dat time, and wuts worse... the light in toilet suddenly went off! emm.. sumthing must be added to make it clear, i m in the library dat time, and dat day i dunno wut happen some of the light bulb in toilet were taken off, it was already quite dark in the toilet, and wut the hell the light went off.. i nearly scream dat time, try to keep my mind calm when i m half way through my "project", quickly finish off, but its totally dark i cant even c a thing seriously... and my stupid mind keep on popping up wif some gruesome image of the kid from grudge suddenly appear in front of me and start strangling me... 

later... phew lucky the light went on again, but my stomach still hurtz...

since yesterday i swear i wudnt drink "chill" 's coffee, no i wont drink coffee anymore! hundreds cups of tea is betta than dat seriously! (but still cant resist latte) 

bio exams generally betta than mocks one but i still cant finish, haih, quit talking abt exams... now finally , officially finish my "repeated yr 12"...

so much had happen this yr, cant believe i went through everything... as if fate dat i skip a yr after pts, then i gain the yr back at the end...

wut if i repeated his yr and still cant get gd results, though i dint exoect too high, i just wan at least betta than last yr (actually i expect a lot betta than last yr haha), if i really fail to do dat, i ask myself would i regret for choosing to repeat this yr....

i might cry, but i will nvr regret, eventhough actually i dint had much this yr, but is defintely a gd yr, worthwhile for me to spend a yr getting nth i wanted initially, but i gain wut i had not expected, not very much, but i kinda miss it, the chance of knowing these ppl....

happy... statisfy... is gd enuf, nvr know being back to the yr u belong to was such a happy thing, when i slowly forgotten how old m i now haha..

 

anyway this dosent means i m not happy wif ppl older than me (opps), haha dunno if ss feel the same, forgotten how old r u now

...18 right?... no la we only 17.... cant enter casino yet

oh! just remember i m still 16, next monday only 17, so fast another yr.... 

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