Jun 30, 2007

last week...

i m writting this post, in the very morning, and i haven brush my teeth or change my cloths yet, still in pajamas, haha... last post till now 6 days oledi, and i think i shud write some stuffs, but nth interesting recently...  lets make a summary for my whole week haha

~on mon~

 nth much, i cant remember as well haha .. skip!

 

~tues~

this one i know, dat day i wag school to charlies (is a hospital haha) , coz follow up for my health condition, i tot is goin to be a long day so i rather skip whole day of school, then i reached charlies in the morning, 9.10am... and tmd, all de doc did to me is asking: " hows it goin? everything fine?" and all the craps.. and if i answer yea i m totally fine.. just abt it! the whole session not even 5 minutes, and next day will receive the invoice ask u to pay de 100 bucks consultation fee.. ridiculous! anyway, of coz, we realise how expensive is dat, so i said: " sometimes i did find my breathing quite difficult, and short of breath, keep coughing non stop... haha, not so exagerate la, but he seriously din did much to me, i still expect to have blood test, but afterall he gimme a letter ask me to do the blood test somewhere b4 next appointment.. so phew~ at least din get needle dat day.. but the time i spent in hospital not even 30 minutes, and i wag school whole day.. haha

 

~wed~

vaccination! lucky dat day b4 din get jab if not jab again on wed... suffer~~ the vaccination for cervical cancer, is a new vaccine, my bro said we r 1st batch in aus getting this vaccine, yea last yr they din have it, so wut r we?! guinea pigs? haha, anyway betta than nth... this is the 2nd round, the 1st round was emmm b4 exam, i din wrote abt it. nth much, just dis time hurtz more than last round, geez, i wonder if the nurse just simply poke in , and got a dot visible in my left arm, last round don have it.... swt =__="

 

~thurs~

basically nth oso in thurs, the most is having a test in the last period, but i know i screw up... all de answer terbalik from wut i wrote, haih, now just hope for a pass, lucky angeline, coz her answer terbalik of my answer, so she was right and i wrong, ahhhh.. ok quit dat test thing.. back from school two person argue ova my stuffs, but oso not so gd to write the details in here.... anyway after the argue, i was force to handle my stuffs myself, haha, swt again~

 

~fri~

which was yesterday, fri always a gd day, can on9 till late nite haha.. start from school 1st, emm morning during chem, few persons from class got chosen for a chem tutor by this teacher call beverage (haha, funny name), and i m one of the "lucky" ones, coz they pick ppl in a-b cut off and c-b cut off, i knew i was gonna be picked, i m a-b cut off.. swt.... not i don wan tutor, and is cheap oni 10 for 10 weeks tution, but the tutor is mr beverage.... he is a gd teacher, but scary being in his class, last time experienced once oledi, he keep asking questions, haha, get so tense for whole period.. but i have to admit he really teach well.. very pro haha.. den the rest of the school time, nth worth writting, just recess dat time, ppl get so wu liao sticking sticker behind ea other back, haha..

at nite... chatting wif old frens, makes me miss malaysia, afterall is my home, haha, perth is my another home la, i m not sided to any, haha.... so will i go back malaysia this yr.......... dunno hehe, i hope i can.....

 

~sat~

i m still in the begining of the day wearing pajamas typing this haha... dats all i guess..... too long, no one will bother reading it haha..   

Jun 24, 2007

wretch...? the so called "wu ming" xiao zhan..haha

randomly surfing on 9, just realise many of my favorite singers actually write blogs in the site call "wretch".. sumthing, in chinese is wu ming xiao zhan, so many famous singer or actor using this site, and still call "wu ming"!! shud change the name seriously...haha... i spot fish leong and zhang zhi chen bloggy in it, and of coz, nic teo's!!!! oso in this wretch thingy, nah now he moves to another site call pixnet... haha... so happy, he is so adorable!!! i know i cant help expressing it, too fancy of him haha.. 

after scanning their bloggy, just feels like these "famous" ppl aint as high class or special as i usually thought, i mean their lifestyle, kinda towards ordinary.....emm i dunno wut i m talking abt now, not ordinary, but emm...... errrrr...... haha... i dunno le, just aint wut i use to think they r *blur~~, but nice getting know their life, feels closer to them.. hehe 

Jun 15, 2007

be prepared

results back!! well overall isnt as bad as i expected..~relieve..hehe.. emm just applic really got an unexpected results, i know i gonna do bad, but i still hope for higher... impossible la..

still average of my marks.. a B, ahh not enuf to get me into vet... expect higher... dunno how others manage to did it.. able to get so high marks... envy envy... haih might be me dat is too stupid to be compare with.. and on mon, the worst results i m gonna get, hope nvr get to c it, aikss, y m i so coward, face the fact!! ........ fine, i give up.... scare to see wuts on mon... quit thinking abt it anymore!.. for now..

Jun 13, 2007

smile pasta

everytime, after finish watching a gd series or gd movies, or gd actors acting, the impression left is always so strong. exams finish, these few days i spend all my days watching smile pasta, continue wut i haven watch in malaysia...

i know smile pasta is consider old series now, but really like it.. dunno y eh, the series isnt dat gd, in terms of the plot, a bit like full house in korean, and i oso prefer full house to smile pasta.. just smile pasta attracts me more than full house.. mainly becoz of nic teo!!

since watching smile pasta, kinda falls in love on nic, haha.. he is err handsome (wut i think), and dunno y just got attracted.. and seriously, he might be the 1st singer or actor dat considered as my idol who i really admire, haha.. he has got this kind of power dat draws me into the series, dats y i really enjoy watching it... and addicted now.

and his new song, wang zi, very nice eh!! watched the MV, he change a hairstyle, and makes him really has dat "prince" feeling, prince charming haha...looks so cool in the MV.. like both his hairstyle in smile pasta and this one..

talk too much abt him.. but after exam makes me so down for a sudden, so puts my attention on watching series and stop thinking abt it for a while... until fri..ahhh

 

Jun 12, 2007

haih...

finally finish exams........ 3 days left for me to relax, on9, sleep, and at the same time laughing at others dat still have other exams to "enjoy", hahaha, so sui leh me.. but the results....... nah...don wanna think abt it now.. heartaching everytime tot of it, ahhh, hurt again..haih..

kinda feels bit hopeless....

....disappoint.... haih....

dis yr results, mean a lot to me, if i still cant get at least 90 TER, haih.... *speechless*. others.. keep saying dat:" u repeat a yr, everything shud be very easy, definitely getting gd marks..."

 

.........

 

and wut if i dont...?

 

even myself also believe dat i wud, i can, i tot so, shud be very easy, and wut if i cant..... i don wanna imagine dat, but i think..... this may slowly...very soon become a fact.. then wut shud i do? no one wud understand how much pressure i face, no one wud see, coz i don wanna show it, or even i don dare to face it....

always show others... nth particularly dat i really care, and i always tot being unserious to everything, makes me less burden, forget abt sadness, anger very easily, escape from everything, becoz i don dare to face them.. and i know in the end.. the wound is still there, when i touch it again, i hurt even more, even deep...haih..

 

still i cant help myself.... 

Jun 8, 2007

"........"

i realise whenever i m in extreme mood, sad and angry, i wan to bite something....

and these few days, i added something to my arm, my tooth markings....

anyway, very shallow, now gone adi...

haih, really dunno how to continue this blog, and i still feel like i wan to add more stuff to my arms...

nah, sounds so bian tai.... but i dunno how to release my sadness, anger, disappointment..

.......

Jun 1, 2007

gambateh!!

time pass really fast, cant believe now is already mid yr, well almost mid yr..... 5 months later is TEE exam, 5 days later is semester 1 exam..... haih....... i know this begining of blog is very boring, almost every student feels the same like me, just cant help expressing it, haha.

today, plan to study calculus, then gets bit slack so i on9 for a while (hehe, "a while"), open my mail box, one comment from jonathan in frenster....

yesterday he said something abt illusion, wonder wut illusion, and others said if receive betta delete the comment, so i tot is some kind of crap jokes comment. then today morning i receive the comment, so i open it...........

i know y others told me to delete it, and i shud have listen to them but i din, then i know i kena!

lucky is not virus, anyway i sent a comment to scold jono already, haha..

if wan to know wut illusion it is, anyone dat c this blog, can try go to my frenster profile and check the comment by jono "optical illusion", great illusion in fact, and my advise is don bother opening it.... if still wan to open then is ur problem lo. 

and then now gotta study, jia you!!!!