finally finish exams........ 3 days left for me to relax, on9, sleep, and at the same time laughing at others dat still have other exams to "enjoy", hahaha, so sui leh me.. but the results....... nah...don wanna think abt it now.. heartaching everytime tot of it, ahhh, hurt again..haih..
kinda feels bit hopeless....
....disappoint.... haih....
dis yr results, mean a lot to me, if i still cant get at least 90 TER, haih.... *speechless*. others.. keep saying dat:" u repeat a yr, everything shud be very easy, definitely getting gd marks..."
.........
and wut if i dont...?
even myself also believe dat i wud, i can, i tot so, shud be very easy, and wut if i cant..... i don wanna imagine dat, but i think..... this may slowly...very soon become a fact.. then wut shud i do? no one wud understand how much pressure i face, no one wud see, coz i don wanna show it, or even i don dare to face it....
always show others... nth particularly dat i really care, and i always tot being unserious to everything, makes me less burden, forget abt sadness, anger very easily, escape from everything, becoz i don dare to face them.. and i know in the end.. the wound is still there, when i touch it again, i hurt even more, even deep...haih..
still i cant help myself....
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