even though so tired, i still come here, i still wanna blog.... coz i wanna say out loud : " I HATE WORKING!!!!!!! "
today is my 1st day of work, emm.. or training, 1st time working.... and i regretted for started working now, haha...
my 1st job, check outs in IGA.... working 4hours today, standing there scanning items, saying: "hi how r u" to every customers... sounds easy.. but nah, not until i did it, i finally realise i m actually an idiot, or my dad says is "price idiot"... i keep making mistakes, press the wrong buttons .... getting wrong change, and so on.. is just such a bad day.. i feel like crying.. seriously, i started to appreciate those days being able to sit in front of comp on9 whole day, watching tv, eating and sleeping, and beside all dat just studying.. which i don really like it but i rather study now if compare to working... is not just tired, but i afraid i wont be able to do it, i m really an idiot!!!!!!! gotta learn how to work and study at the same time, i really scared i cant do it.... just feels like quiting the job now... haih.... need $$$ to go back malaysia, so wut can i do..?
ps: change the colour of text now... looks bit betta? i think last time dat orange kinda too bright and hard to read...
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