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events coming up soon and after:

1. 12 midnite today, 1st of april, the april fool day, and leslie zhang guo rong rise to heaven day, and also sean bday, wah, nvr know tomlo is    so meaningful.

2. next tuesday, time for medical check up, gotta back to the place, full of sad memories, but think of positive, definitely will be gd news!

3. last but not least, next thursday, the begining of holiday...... 

 

the reason of letting the last sentence ends with "........" but not "!!!!", dunno y, my 1st time not looking forward for holiday, but anyway also don really like going to school as well, just crap..

hope for something, a change in my current life, normally i wud not say dat, but now really hope for a little changes.

don wan to be so quiet anymore in school

don wan to be so slack anymore

don wan to just be a freak dat only on9 and play games during holiday

don wan to live in life dats so meaningless

i just wan to live a little happier and betta....

 

y say until i m so down mood, actually a bit, and still dunno wut i really wan. getting bored of playing games, don really like studies, and something happen today dat just makes even hate to speak. y always sumthing i said is wrong, i hate talking cuz i know i cant win, i don have the technic ok! i don like to argue, no one likes to argue! y just makes me feels like i m useless, i m just a piece of crap! so don say y everytime u talking to me i don answer, cuz i dunno wut to answer, i m not mute, but sometimes i really wanna be mute, at least i have the right to not answer. u just makes me hate talking! becuz i dunno how to say in the way u wan me to say! i just cant and dunno how to answer, and then let u think i m stuck-up, don simply comment on others, if ppl don talk to u u say they r stuck-up, wut kind of bullshit is dat, stereotype freak!

gone a bit out of topic, but feeling a bit betta now haha.