crappy curvy is no longer crappy anymore.....hehe, really started to feel like....talking is .....so hard...sometimes.....*sigh* would it ends?....
haven actually says abt my school days, actually....everything is fine de...just....
i mean 1st day in school dat time theres 2 classmates dat spoke to me...very happy dat time since i m kinda "new"...
though still in same highschool, but everything just so strange to me, as if the 1st time stepping to it, as if....feeling...kinda...so lonely
i got this feeling.....its been a long time, and now this feeling is back, really...don like it at all...sour and bitter and also empty.....
remember last time this feeling 1st appear to me is during standard 6 primary..... long time and its back again...., same situation i guess, though i keep telling myself u cant return to dat time, this feeling is only illusion, after a while......just a while ....it will ova.... but i guess....haha...i m just deceiving myself...it is not as strong as standard 6 dat time, but really don like it at all......not even a bit....
and sometimes oso tell myself is just a feeling, if it don goes off den just cope wif it, slowly will use to it......if it is dat easy....
talking is easy...but now it seems to be so difficult...i dunno y....
or i just dunno wut to say......i really don wan to return to standard 6 dat time.....not anymore...when i so hard only find my way out......y this feeling is back again.......................................?
everything will b fine if u don think so much...i dunno how was u when u were in standard 6..but since u said tat u don hope to return to tat time,can noe tat it's not gd 4 u..the feeling u hv now sure will xiao shi in one day,i think it's depends on how u think only..so dun think so much la..just b happy all the time n try to makes fren with other ppl there..then u wont feel lonely n strange to tat place.the feeling u hv now oso will xiao shi faster..jia you lo...
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