my existance

sometimes i know, ppl dat don like me more than ppl dat like me..........

ppl i wan to get to know more don wan to know more abt me..........

wut an invisible man lack off (not clothes), is the existance.........

wut so great abt knowing everything abt others, if others don even wanna know anything abt u, as if not existing......

the greatest distance in the world, i m standing right in front of u, but u can neva c me...

 

even though i m not invisible, but wuts de different..

my obsession to 珊瑚海

now added a windows media player into my space, cant c the title from the display, so actually this song is shan hu hai by jay and lara.

i think everyone know wut song it is when u heard it...haha, y put a song so common...? i was actually gonna put wu yue tian by SHE, but then end up to be shan hu hai.

dunno y it end up like this, i got a list of songs in mind dat i wan to put, and have to pick one, even though all so nice. jays have many nice songs, shan hu hai considered one of my favourite song from him, and also one of the song dat i nvr get how to sing. 1st time hearing jays november chopin album, i already "fall in love" wif shan hu hai, haha ("love" at the 1st "hearing"), keep listening and will nvr get bored, unlike some songs like ye qu or fa ru xue. lara voice is gd, though really no ideas who she is and din get to find out abt her haha.

wut i think is shan hu hai, really really really hard to sing.....emm it can be very easy, but just gotta listen carefully how they manage to sing it.

(i actually try to analyse how they sing it...haha). lara part is ok for me, as in the chorus she din need to sing "main tune" emm dunno how to say, coz lara is actually singing the 和声.....err dunno wut it is call in english, so the key is not so high (try listen to lara in chorus carefully). as for jay in chorus, i cant make it no matter how hard i try, mayb guys can do it, but i really cant, or there shud be a technic in singing dat part just i din realise. the key is really too high for me, or mayb for gurls. i think jay oso struggling in singing dat part, can hear him screaming all de way:

 

" hai niAO gen yu xiiANG AIIIIIII !!!!"

"........wo men DE AIIIIIII !!!!!"

"CHA YI yi zhi CUN ZAIIIII !!!!!"

 

and during malaysia trip dat time, the 1st saturday when we have a gathering in pyramid red box......still remember i sing shan hu hai together wif chung keat, haha, dat time really having a gd time, 1st time able to sing shan hu hai, completely!! of coz i oni sing lara part, and chung keat voice is gd dats y, able to cope wif jays high key tune. dunno how other think abt my "performance" dat time, haha.... but i m so proud of myself, lol....

i din know i can talk so much abt shan hu hai, haha, so many meaning behind it, and really love dat song, very much!!

omg, i cant believe this!!

saw this from some random gal's blog

 

anyone who c this gotta try doin the test below :

 

http://hk.geocities.com/ringo_rainbow/age.htm

 

anyway is in chinese. and my result is:

 

 

鑑定結果


您的精神年齡38歲

與您實際年齡差21歲

幼稚度56％

成熟度61％

老化度53％

omg, how shock !! m i dat old?!!

 

~~~ha chiu!! ~~sneeze sneeze...

感冒了~~~

天气突然转凉,身体都适应不了....

讨厌ahhh!!!

最讨厌生病了!! 也许还有阴影gua, 可是我更讨厌吃药!

hem hem hem hem hem hem hem..........sneeze.................

tomolo 1st time hanging out wif my current yr 12 mates, still gotta sing karaoke eh, now my voice become so manly, haih, wut can i do.....

long time din sing d, last experience of ktv...... in utopia wif my family hahaha....dat time not as fun as malaysia experience, cant forget the 7 hours continuously singing in red box, haha, but hell expensive, nvr wanna visit red box anymore.

y suddenly skip to karaoke when i m actually talking abt flu, from chinese to english mode also lol. weather changes a lot, now...hmmm....not mistaken shud be mid autumn, not even winter!! and i m wearing like eskimo everyday!! and having flu, hate it la!!! y always me got sick?!! look at my nose now, swells up like 猪鼻.

hem hem hem hem, ha chiu~~~sneeze~~

pi pa ko wont work, in fact it dosent work at all, shud go sue the company. and nvr ask me to take medicine, the reason y i don like being sick is becoz i don like taking medicine, seriously hate it!!!!!

little accident

something happen in chemistry today

we r having lab, well normal titration, last yr oso did it already, is redox titration and dat stupid oxalic acids always get brown...

don wanna talk very details abt wut chemical dat is involve

(but still have to talk abt it somehow haha)

so heating oxalic acids, wif sulfuric acids in.....

then use a, emm wut do u call dat thing.... a thong like holder, to hold the conical flask wif acids, titrate under permanganate, i in charge wif swirling the flask and angeline with the tap.

1st try, turn brown...

2nd try, my skin turn red, haha.

so acids was heated, prepare to be titrated, i hold the "thong" wif acids, swirling...

after a while.....haven change colour...keep swirling

still haven change, keep swirling.....myhands start to feels tired

and then....

 

"pling plang"

"ahhhhh (screamed by angeline)"

"......"

 

the conical flask slipped of the thong, chemical spilled on my hand, i too shocked to scream, my hand turn red, but i feels nth...

dunno wut to do at the moment, then wash it, still don feels anything. everyone else r like looking at me, i 1st time feels so "attractive" haha.

overall just bit burnt, lucky chemicals are really diluted... so my hand don end up be skeleton, haha too exagerating

mr rutkay gimme ice to cool down, but nurse says i m not suppose to put ice while got burnt, and the reasons... i know it already but don wanna write it here..hehe

just everyone gets too "da jing xiao guai", and oso "you jing wu xian" here, ~relieved, end of my story

by the way dis yr balls photos looks real gd eh...pretties and handsomes, just i m not in it haha

 

miss again

fri nite, school ball, 99.9% of lynwood yr 12s shud be in ball rite now...

then y am i at home wrtting this blog....

coz i m the 0.1% dat din go to ball

miss 2 yrs of balls, nvm la, plus i m not the type dat use to this kind of situations, i m not da socialise kind.

have fun everyone, too lazy to continue...zzzzzz