Feb 25, 2007

NOT FAIR!!!!

not fair y guys can do all the things they wan but gurls cannot!!

NOT FAIRRRRRRR!!!!!!

not fair y i try to be independent but they don allow me to

is dat wut u mean by letting me be independent??!!!!

not fair y sumthing my little bro can but i cant do

NOT FAIRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

gimme a chance to proof dat i m worthy enuf to take care of myself!!!

not fair y u don even let me to try!

 

ps: eventhough this oni concerning a very small matter but discriminating female is a crime!!!

Feb 23, 2007

孤单南半球....

finally back to perth again, the 35 days of malaysia trip now officially ova. ahhh, too short, need more time......

hem hem, haven really have enuf fun, then force to come back, no point gotta study, promise dis yr will do my best!! no regrets!!!

MISS MALAYSIA!!! (not ms malaysia, i mean i miss malaysia), 1st time in my life i think my house in perth is actually very big, and......empty.

nth much to say abt my flight back to perth, just to thx all de frens dat send me regards, n nvr forget this trip to malaysia, malayisa is really cool, i finally realise dat.

so back to my home sweet home (not very sweet now), sit down and daydreaming for a while :"how m i gonna survive in this place". no results, so take a bath, then lilyn call. reunion on sat, hehe, tot i will nvr have chance to c all my frens agen, but anyway, don blame me coz i forgotten to buy anything for u guys (if any of u c this), especiallly esther, ahhhhh forgive me. at nite, carbonara spaghheti, taste gd, cooked by jeff, simple dinner, but with oni two of us, rather......empty...... (i miss my family...cry). then nth to do (eventhough i have luggage to pack, don care la), then go sleep, dat time is oni 9pm, coz last nite stay awake with theng (promise will not have another sleepova), and din slepp much on plane, damn tired.

then today, i really wanna cry, the house is so quiet, the noisiest sean and anthony r not here, for some reason i hope both of u r here, anyway gotta wait for 3 weeks later, n oso don think sean willl be back again. breakfast with oni pancakes!!! dunno wut else to eat, n the whole morning jeff is not around, left me with the house, nth to do so i blog.

feel so lonely, so lonely, mr lonely, i have nobody, all on my own...... hehe, if jeff c this i m gonna get hit, i m not trying to complain (although sounds like i m ), but emphasize this is oni the expression of my feeling, not complaints. anyway, started to think how did i survived in the past few yrs, mayb now i just need some time to adjust my mode, coz still in holiday mode. plus now having little flu, coughing, and block nose, ahh suffer, i wanna runaway...

alrite, whole day complaining, no, i mean expressing my feelings, still haven actually wrote anything abt malaysia, do dat next time in another topic la, now end of story.