and until that day.........

who would expect after graduating highschool will end up to be even more complicated, haizzz... after TEE fisnished, list of events to be completed:

1. wait for TEE results to out (hopefully not as shit as i think)

2. wait till chemo finish (1 more to go!)

3. apply for uni, or maybe repeat yr 12

4. go back to malaysia

5. ...........WUT ELSE??!! SO MUCH TO THINK ABT AND ALL I WISH TO DO IS JUST SIT DOWN AND WAIT FOR THE SUN TO SET!!!!

*sigh.....* these few days been rushing to here and there, yesterday to school, the day before yesterday to murdoch, apply this and that, TEE result not out yet and i m still stuck in the middle, dunno where to go, ahhhh!! 1st thing 1st, uni seems to be a bit hopeless now to me, so still have a go nvm, then for yr12, discuss and have a go too, everything is just hanging, becoz results not out yet. most probably go for another yr 12, since is cheaper and easier to adapt, but problem is the timetable, stupid la really, no matter which way, i have to work harder than this yr, no more to enjoy. sean easier just wait for uni, i think he can get in curtin and plus 2nd intake, enjoy la hah!

stop think abt these shitzz, and talk abt malaysia. yesterday go to travel agencies and guess wut the date is set and haven book ticket yet. another complicated quesrion coz the time is not flexible, so much to thought abt, i have to wait till my chemo done and study stuff to settle then oni can go back, so by the time it will be around middle january next yr, and then flight back to perth around febuary, after chinese new yr. sean lucky la, 2nd intake can stay in malaysia longer till march, wut abt ns, stay bit longer then abdullah order the army to catch him to jungle, go eat banana wif orang utan, later miss the enrolment in uni. anyways, the date we shud be back if nth ..... happen (pray and pray, believe that kuan yin will hear me for the 1st time) is on 18 jan 07, 5 hours flight, evening to nite, wah, seriously, and finally! everytime going to airport here is just to send or welcome my dad, and watching the ppls coming in and out, always thought if one day i will be like them it would be so great, i know everyone of us except dad has this feeling, and now finally! yesterday we have been talking whole day wut to do in malyasia, 1st thing everyone thought of is eat! but cant blame us, we r tired of the same routine of butter bread everyday, back to malaysia 11pm at nite, of coz go supper la! satay, seafood, chee cheong fun, fried kuey tiew etc, and i think last thing we will be eating is panadol, eat too much till stomach explode.

hmmm, so wait till that day..........                 

sweet 16zz

i shuda start this earlier coz holiday is really bored. its been delay for two days since that day i wanna start but anyway.....

start from that day that i wanna start wif, 19 nov. oh is my bday and really i ve pass a really warm bday. morning that time got waken up by phone call from abi, and this started of the day, pretty funny actually i m joking abt the present thingy, plus she don even need to purposely come to my house to gimme present, paiseh paiseh, hehe..srry..

woke up, then nth to do and check mail, glad everyone still remember my bday and receive many messages, the day b4 oso, and very touch siao wah call me , too bad din talk much but thx!! by exact 12 at nite, lilyn call and receive message from theng theng(really miss everyone in malaysia). by 1am sumthing dad be the 1st in family to wish me happy bday(but he said is 12.30am, so we have been argue for a while).

back to the day, then mum dad and sean went sunday market, left me and anthony(i cant go anywhre since abi coming later, so i wait).

then abi came, with presents, thx for the choc(seems to be quite highclass) and the present!! later mum and dad bac with two gold colour bangles(not real gold of coz), not very nice but appreciate that, thx agen!

at nite.. steamboat time! dad baked two butter cakes himself, he said is betta to do own bday cake. we always like DIY, since that day 1st step in aus till now, coz buying stuffs in aus is really expensive, and aus is a country with rich resources, while less develop in manufacturing industry, so instead of buying cakes, we buy the flour, eggs, milk and butter to make cake ourselves. while baking butter cake, preparation for steamboat!! dad is gd this area, we make all the soup into tom yam(no one in our family wants to drink plain ikan bilis soup), then the ingredients, fish ball and vege fish ball, beef, prawn, lettuce, squid, sausages...etc. meanwhile jeff back from library(pharmacy students is really stress eh), and get going with the well baked butter cake(except little burn in the bottom), too plain with only butter flavour, so we search the fridge and lucky found some toblerone choc that dad bought 3-4 moths ago!!dunno if its expired but since i m still alive now so no problem. after frying the wonton(hoho, the wonton gal who made it!), cook the choc till it melts and spread it on top of the cake. still too plain.. sean added cashew nuts around for decoration and jeff later sprinkles some coconut floss(wuteva it is called). and so deng deng deng deng my bday cake done!

now the whole preparation was without anthony contribution, for some reason he has been playing runescape and become a santa that giving out toys b4 christmas. anyways, eating steamboat, now i know anthony biggest contribution is to prevent the rubbish bin becoming too full, coz he eaten all the extra food that we cant finish, potential sumo wrestler..

two unexpected guests visit us, lilyn and sandra and their families, and presents, thx thx!! unfortunately steamboat feast was finished.

so stay till around 9pm, cakes time!! lucky dad baked two cakes, so we added extra melt choc on top, some cashew nuts and dunno who added cornflakes on it, wow...r we short of ingredients??

my contribution to the cake, when the candles all lit and after ppl singing the old lame song, i have to put out all the candles fire so it wont cause any fire hazard, and my bday wont end up to be a big mass of ashes. make my wishes then blow the candle (i ensure my wishes won more 5 seconds) and cut the cake. everyone sharing the cakes, taste ...not bad, rate 80 out of 100, wah A adi, well done !!!

so here ends my bday, pretty warm, we took pic 2gether but haven upload it, do that next time and is 12 plus now, wah, mayb is too long.