Jul 28, 2007

arghhh, pressure ah, i really regret la...

even though so tired, i still come here, i still wanna blog.... coz i wanna say out loud : " I HATE WORKING!!!!!!! "

 

today is my 1st day of work, emm.. or training, 1st time working.... and i regretted for started working now, haha... 

my 1st job, check outs in IGA.... working 4hours today, standing there scanning items, saying: "hi how r u" to every customers... sounds easy.. but nah, not until i did it, i finally realise i m actually an idiot, or my dad says is "price idiot"... i keep making mistakes, press the wrong buttons .... getting wrong change, and so on.. is just such a bad day.. i feel like crying.. seriously, i started to appreciate those days being able to sit in front of comp on9 whole day, watching tv, eating and sleeping, and beside all dat just studying.. which i don really like it but i rather study now if compare to working... is not just tired, but i afraid i wont be able to do it, i m really an idiot!!!!!!! gotta learn how to work and study at the same time, i really scared i cant do it.... just feels like quiting the job now... haih.... need $$$ to go back malaysia, so wut can i do..?

 

ps: change the colour of text now... looks bit betta? i think last time dat orange kinda too bright and hard to read...  

Jul 27, 2007

omg u spot me!

now i regretted for establishing my new blog site, i think i rather stay here, but i cant just state that in my blogger site:

" sorry for causing troubles... owner of current blog decides to close down the page, any complaints will not be accepted, readers shud be informed dat this new blog site is actually..... a hoax..... deepest apology from owner... ~end~ " 

after a while can c garbage being thrown towards celine...... oh!!! she ran away! dat coward!

 

hahahaha, my god, really hope no one will c this, i guess i m just too lame and too bored.. is my life wut do u expect?! haha, plus a little maniac for talking to myself in my blog... wahahaha...

btw, y do i stop here, not like i am passing by again, after start using blogger i start to dislike it, reasons... being dat... is just aint my style la, i dunno how to describe, even though blogging in msn space might be kinda inpopular, but i just enjoys it, hehe... alrite, like i said any complaints will not be accepted coz i already decided... btw msn spaces did updated and plus some new functions in, but i haven explore it, nth to worry abt since i will be continuing in here from now on, sorry for neglecting "u" for the last few weeks... haha..

 

the intro is too long le, i initially wanna blog abt something else but end up like dis, hmmm actually dats not something really interesting so if i remember then i post it in next time.. (but i nvr did.. haha remember i stil owe one post abt the malaysia trip..). anyway, abt the "those and these days", i will still leave it, blogging some here and there.. haha sorry for ppl dat read my blog, not intend for dat... k, dats all for this.. if anyone c this really sorry abt dat... gomenasai... paiseh paiseh...   

Jul 23, 2007

pass by..

surprise me, msn space changes a lot, unexpected... is quite cool now with the graphics..

i was working on econs assignment, haha so much to do but i oni have one day left... (still have mood to laugh.. haha if not shud i cry?)... gets bit tired, so come to visit my "old home", actually i still prefer msn space somehow... for some reasons, it gives me a kind of feeling... "亲切感" i dunno how to say dat in english, swt my english still bad...

in here i can blog more freely, not dat i cant in the other blog, just wonder y theres a different between them, i cant actually tell, is all just by a feeling, just i feel i m being myself in here rather than in the other... as if thers nth to hide in here, but the other one gives me pressure, i think mayb most of the others blogging in blogger, and my new established bloggy looks too simple in front of them... no... i dunno wut i m talking abt now... don i always hope someone notice my blog?... hmmmm... no idea, ignore my craps if someone spot this..(will there be any?)

i really running out of time now, but still don feel like doin it, faint~ just by looking at those figures, i really wanna run away from all of these... ahh, fine.. i know is my fault for not spending my holiday in a gd way, i just cant help, feel so ashame, can i ask for more?? dream on!

 

hope dat i have time to sleep tonite... 

Jul 12, 2007

moving!

attention ladies and gentlemen if theres any! (haha)

 

my bloggy officially "moving house" today

from now on will be writting blog in this new one  

 

click here! tekan sini! 点击这里! "those and these days"

 

come and visit me sometimes ok.. haha, c u there..

Jul 8, 2007

holiday!

these few days, the begining of holiday.. i say i m goin to get a job.. i say i m goin to study.. i say i m goin to... do all these, and i will do it!

 

mayb.. haha

 

i try my best la ok   

 

(excuse)

 

wut la! i will try ok, seriously!!

 

Jul 4, 2007

错了再错 - 张栋梁

new song in my bloggy ~错了再错~ by 张栋梁 two thumbs up for this one!! best song of dong liang eva!

  

hope everyone enjoys it :P

 

错了再错 - 张栋梁

 

退到了绝境再退,破碎到不能破碎
那么为什么 你就不肯说 我只能猜一切都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲 绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说慌 我却受惩罚
你不如就用刀刺下
我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心 不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

爱和痛彼此纠结 悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累 成了一片黑
像空洞已无法消灭
泪水滋润着泪水 背叛是你另一种慰藉
完美的借口 泪无辜留下 你不如用乱箭射吧

我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心 不闪躲 只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

即使我头也不回 这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁 别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没 给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却困住了我
我可以痛了再痛 你可以错了再错
不甘心 不闪躲 全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火 你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
为什么 连谎言你也不说

 

Jun 30, 2007

last week...

i m writting this post, in the very morning, and i haven brush my teeth or change my cloths yet, still in pajamas, haha... last post till now 6 days oledi, and i think i shud write some stuffs, but nth interesting recently...  lets make a summary for my whole week haha

~on mon~

 nth much, i cant remember as well haha .. skip!

 

~tues~

this one i know, dat day i wag school to charlies (is a hospital haha) , coz follow up for my health condition, i tot is goin to be a long day so i rather skip whole day of school, then i reached charlies in the morning, 9.10am... and tmd, all de doc did to me is asking: " hows it goin? everything fine?" and all the craps.. and if i answer yea i m totally fine.. just abt it! the whole session not even 5 minutes, and next day will receive the invoice ask u to pay de 100 bucks consultation fee.. ridiculous! anyway, of coz, we realise how expensive is dat, so i said: " sometimes i did find my breathing quite difficult, and short of breath, keep coughing non stop... haha, not so exagerate la, but he seriously din did much to me, i still expect to have blood test, but afterall he gimme a letter ask me to do the blood test somewhere b4 next appointment.. so phew~ at least din get needle dat day.. but the time i spent in hospital not even 30 minutes, and i wag school whole day.. haha

 

~wed~

vaccination! lucky dat day b4 din get jab if not jab again on wed... suffer~~ the vaccination for cervical cancer, is a new vaccine, my bro said we r 1st batch in aus getting this vaccine, yea last yr they din have it, so wut r we?! guinea pigs? haha, anyway betta than nth... this is the 2nd round, the 1st round was emmm b4 exam, i din wrote abt it. nth much, just dis time hurtz more than last round, geez, i wonder if the nurse just simply poke in , and got a dot visible in my left arm, last round don have it.... swt =__="

 

~thurs~

basically nth oso in thurs, the most is having a test in the last period, but i know i screw up... all de answer terbalik from wut i wrote, haih, now just hope for a pass, lucky angeline, coz her answer terbalik of my answer, so she was right and i wrong, ahhhh.. ok quit dat test thing.. back from school two person argue ova my stuffs, but oso not so gd to write the details in here.... anyway after the argue, i was force to handle my stuffs myself, haha, swt again~

 

~fri~

which was yesterday, fri always a gd day, can on9 till late nite haha.. start from school 1st, emm morning during chem, few persons from class got chosen for a chem tutor by this teacher call beverage (haha, funny name), and i m one of the "lucky" ones, coz they pick ppl in a-b cut off and c-b cut off, i knew i was gonna be picked, i m a-b cut off.. swt.... not i don wan tutor, and is cheap oni 10 for 10 weeks tution, but the tutor is mr beverage.... he is a gd teacher, but scary being in his class, last time experienced once oledi, he keep asking questions, haha, get so tense for whole period.. but i have to admit he really teach well.. very pro haha.. den the rest of the school time, nth worth writting, just recess dat time, ppl get so wu liao sticking sticker behind ea other back, haha..

at nite... chatting wif old frens, makes me miss malaysia, afterall is my home, haha, perth is my another home la, i m not sided to any, haha.... so will i go back malaysia this yr.......... dunno hehe, i hope i can.....

 

~sat~

i m still in the begining of the day wearing pajamas typing this haha... dats all i guess..... too long, no one will bother reading it haha..